The Past, The Present, And The Future, A Compulsive Gambler's Thoughts Through Poetry Part 4

The Past, The Present And The Future, A Compulsive Gambler’s Thoughts Part 4 is a aggregation of verse forms that express what I was going through during the last 10 old age of my life. Through this experience I was able to break understand what I was going through before, during and after with my compulsive gambling addiction. You larn an atrocious batch about your ego when you are able to set it into words. In portion 4 there are two more than than than verse forms New Beginning and You Are Not Deserving It.

New Beginning

See it now, see it wow

See it then, see it when

Let it out, allow it shout

Let it in, allow it sin

People will see people will be

People will know, people will grow

They will care, they will stare

They will show, they will glow

Trust in me, swear in thee

Trust in love, trust in above

A batch in now, a batch in wow

A batch in please, a batch in tease

Short time stay, short time play

Short time near, short time fear

More time ever more time never

Love is you, love is true

Love is there, love is care

Life is we, life is me

Life is now, life is wow

Treasure you know, hoarded wealth you grow

Treasure you are, hoarded wealth you star

Moment you be, minute you see

Moment you lust, minute you trust.

You Are Not Deserving It

You're alone because you take to be

Playing games with me you will never see

I no longer care

I will not allow you be there

Cruelty looks to be your professional specialty

But with me not there

You can not ache me

You may believe you are sincere

But world talks you really don't care

You state you do

Actions talk the most

Self centered always wanting to be the host

My bosom tells me to state good bye

It's time for me to fly

Games, lies or maybe deceptions

I have got closed the door

For ever more

You are not deserving it

Beauty come ups from with in

Shallow surface can never win

Life's painful lessons for you

Will always be true

You are not deserving it